why do u have to delete comments that dont sound gud to ur ears.... Ur writeup also brings one thought to the mind.. Thr are so many like you, in all its convenience they would like to relate to u. In that case there has to be sum critical issue with yo or the other side .. or may be both... Your influences can have a negative assertions too

I bet she would love to read it and relate to it. And she is happy perhaps now. I am happy that she is happy. And i would be happy if she is happy forever. I dnt care the blame she may toss on me. If you can just smile at her thought even when she is not around, at times when you cry when you see the sadness in her eyes, no matter I m far, but she exists, my love exists. and will no matter where she is or where i am. Its not love if it needs to be reconciled, needs to be expressed. It can be anything but not love. I rejoice my feeling. I rejoice her smiles, her existence.