Hi. I very often find myself thinking about things that are much too deep and strange and scary, so I’ve made the decision to share those thoughts.
Installment one: we never know exactly what the future holds until it arrives.
Me, two years ago, age 14, could have never known what I would be like now. It’s obvious that I could guess, but I had no definite knowledge that I’d cut all of my hair off or work on my depression with a therapist. I wouldn't have even known that I would be in any sort of contact with someone who is today one of my best friends. In this same sense, me now has no real clue what I will do even tomorrow. And I’m always afraid of that fact that I cannot know whether or not I will finish success in school or in the career field I wish to enter. The lack of knowing we all have could be good or bad. I didn’t know that now I would have gotten rid of a toxic friend, but right now I might not know that once I graduate college, (which I can't know that I’ll even do) I’m going to fall right on my face in the real world with a degree I can never use.
Not to freak anyone out, though. Just something to ponder.