It's hard ya know. It's hard when someone means so much to you but you mean so little to them. It's hard when you thought someone was different but they turned out to be exactly what they said they wouldn’t be. I’m sure the kids in my school will read this and talk about how this is for attention. The same kids that told me to come to them for help when I need it. But the tears and the blood and the pain never seem to catch anyone’s attention. But it's okay life’s hard, people disappoint, after all as John Green said “the marks that humans leave behind are too often scars”.
-things I’ll never say out loud
Its great. I have eight friends that mean the world to me. Ones who stuck with me through all my sleepless nights. And there’s a beautiful world around me that I’ll soon learn to love just how I learned to love myself. That’s all I need to be happy and I’m glad that I’m cutting out the people that said they’d be there for me but never were. Stay strong, no matter how hard it gets.
-things I’ve realized