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Breaking.

nivi_n
nivi_n angsty brown memelord
2y Bangalore, Karnataka, India Story
Breaking.

It’s my fault. The reason I’m like this, the reason people leave. I’ve been slowly poisoning my brain to hate myself because I’m not what society wants. I can’t stop destroying myself and sooner or later it’s gonna kill me. I can feel myself losing pieces of me and I’ll eventually fade into the background. I’m forgetting my own existence. It's getting harder and harder to breathe, I keep telling myself to pull through and that you’re stronger than this but no matter how much I try to console and convince myself I know that I’ll never be anything but weak. And that scares me. I don’t know how much longer I can do this, keeping all of this pent up anger and chaos inside of me is tearing through my soul to a point where I lay in bed contemplating the ways I could do the unthinkable. I’ve been screaming for help, through these posts and articles, can’t you tell all of these are about me? But it’s like you don’t want to help and I’m starting to believe that you actually don’t want to help. I’m tired of saving myself over and over again. I’m tired of living.

 

 


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  • Mogul Community Manager

    Please let us know how we as the Mogul community can help @nivi_n 

    Please let us know how we as the Mogul community can help @nivi_n 

  • Mogul Community Manager

    Sorry to hear that you’re going through some difficult times. Please know there are things you can do that may help you, including reaching out to a hotline or support community such as http://www.befrienders.org for help. Your local law enforcement should also have resources to assist you. You can also reach out to someone you trust—friends, family, neighbors, etc.

    Sorry to hear that you’re going through some difficult times. Please know there are things you can do that may help you, including reaching out to a hotline or support community such as http://www.befrienders.org for help. Your local law enforcement should also have resources to assist you. You can also reach out to someone you trust—friends, family, neighbors, etc.


nivi_n
angsty brown memelord

call me super glue cause holy shit do i get attached.

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