I found this video really easy to relate to. In a way, most of my experiences were very similar to what they described.
"I find myself guilty for resting" - this is literally my experience for far. At first I felt maybe that is because I am a student and this why I feel this way. As it turns out, it's not just me. It's just the environment I am in right now. And it's okay for now. And I do agree, I never regret coming here the same way they both don't.