How hard is my life? you ask? How dare you! But let me give an answer to it. Lets say you found 2 dollars on the freakin road. What would you do? take it or not? Lets say, that if you take it you cant get the next 20 dollars, and if you take the next 20 dollars you cant get 200 dollars, and so on. But! You dont know where it will end, maybe its stop at 2 dollars, and just suck it, you dont take it. And you get nothing at all. Understand now?