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MendingMyHeart,WhileMendingMyPots

ModelZe
ModelZe Embracing Change
2mo South Africa Story
Mending My Heart, While Mending My Pots

Repairing my concrete planters is something I recently started; in the above video with this heart planter I will explain to you how I do it and demonstrate step by step the painting technique I use, to make the paint stay on the planter and seal your concrete planter at the same time.

Working with concrete is fairly new to me, because I used it as a medium to introduce newness into my world and maintain my joy as I worked through big changes in my life and world. My child Zohey transitioned out of her body some months ago and I could not get a grip on my life, I did not recognize the woman in the mirror at all.

We were often in our garden and created a fairy garden for her with six hundred and eighty tires in which she could run and play.


In the process of making concrete planters by hand, many pots have broken, but I came into the understanding that water acts like an adhesive between to concrete objects, if you do it in the right manner the two pieces you want to unite becomes one all the air bubbles are released and your planter will last for a long time.

Somehow I found emotional stability in the process of working with concrete and being in my garden, I accredit my healing process to the softness of concrete, in color and in texture, as well as the familiarity of the garden and the sounds of the birds and insects, sometimes the people around us do not have the knowledge to help and support us, and helplessly watch us suffer.

In the process of fixing my planters, I am also healing my own heart, bring new joy into my world, while maintaining the stability of the solid foundation of pure love in which I lived, with my beautiful child Zohey, I hope this helps you too, in dealing with unresolved pain, transforming and transcending it into something beautiful to enjoy.

Your pain may have a different face like abuse, physical, mental or emotional and we all get to a stage where we are ready to give up, yet something inside of us urge us to hang on, in turning to your garden you will find a silent and patient friend and concrete is as silent as your garden and needs your patience this shift focus allows for new ideas to flow in to your life, that will bring positive actions and changes.

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Thank you for being here
Sincerely
ZE


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  • Maddy Bernstein
    2mo ago

    I'm so sorry for your loss @ModelZe are you doing okay??

    I'm so sorry for your loss @ModelZe are you doing okay??

    • ModelZe
      ModelZe Embracing Change
      2mo ago South Africa

      @Maddy Bernstein, thank you for your kindness, yes I am doing great, I found Teal Swan on YouTube and she is amazing in explaining how to integrate all our dark emotions and live in harmony again. Enjoy a wonderful day

      @Maddy Bernstein, thank you for your kindness, yes I am doing great, I found Teal Swan on YouTube and she is amazing in explaining how to integrate all our dark emotions and live in harmony again. Enjoy a wonderful day


ModelZe
Embracing Change

Calm and Adventurous When you love yourself, you can never run out of Love When you love yourself, your rivers can never run dry When you love yourself, the search for Love is over When you love yourself no-one can take it away

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