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FadingAway

nivi_n
nivi_n angsty brown memelord
2y Bangalore, Karnataka, India Story
Fading Away

She (or whatever pronoun you prefer) resorts to self harm because that’s the only thing that remains constant in her life. She’s sick and tired of people leaving her over and over again. She’s tired of disappointing herself and everyone else around her. She’s tired of the emptiness she feels in her stomach. She cries because the scars on her hips and thighs have stayed with her longer than anyone else has. To her, everyday feels like a repetition, like the numbness is slowly taking over her body but she can’t do anything about it. She doesn’t know how to ask someone for help without feeling like she’s looking for attention. She just wants someone by her side to hold her when she’s crying into her pillow in the middle of the night. She wants someone to understand her but for some reason the only thing people can do is call her sad, depressed or emo or any other word society gives them because we live only to be accepted by society, which is why she doesn’t get the help she needs. That’s exactly why she can’t do this anymore, and that’s also why she’s not here with us anymore.


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  • Sasha Blemming
    2y ago New York, NY, United States

    I hope who ever is going through this can get help <3 we are here for you!

    I hope who ever is going through this can get help <3 we are here for you!

  • jackie1993
    2y ago

    I wished that whatever or whoever it was hypothetically would have learned to know that everyone has their ups and downs in life but life is still very beautiful. The same way I have been surviving and at times very thriving in life is the belief that if other people can do it , so can I. 

    I wished that whatever or whoever it was hypothetically would have learned to know that everyone has their ups and downs in life but life is still very beautiful. The same way I have been surviving and at times very thriving in life is the belief that if other people can do it , so can I. 


nivi_n
angsty brown memelord

call me super glue cause holy shit do i get attached.

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