It is a tradition to wear sarees in India for various occasions, festival and marriages. Many Indian women choose Anarkali gown and sarees with red or maroon color to show the great bond she has with her husband.
It’s totally understandable but sounds like you’re pretty self aware. Try focusing on what you know Right now and what has actually happened so far instead of on what might potentially happen (aka your fears) which will just make your mind go in circles and make you feel worse and worse. It’s been helpful for me!
This is a great question and I would say learn as many online automation, productivity and cloud systems as possible. Over the past few years, my company has relied more and more on newer systems ranging from Alack to Airtable and the monday.com app. It's shown me that the best thing we can equip ourselves with at this stage in the technological era is the ability to navigate new interfaces. I struggled with that at certain points during our growth and found that doing free test periods with a variety of productivity and automation sites / systems helped me to train myself. Sort of like strength training does for your muscles, practicing using different systems acts as strength training to make your brain pick up on them more quickly and intuitively. Hope this helps!