I know that sometimes I feel so lost and I'm not sure where I'm heading to and you're always there to guide me and that makes me feel really safe. Sometimes, I feel so tired and wonder if I should even have started the journey in the first place and you let me realized I'm not alone in every step of the way because I have you, filling those spaces that lie between my fingers. Yes, you spent all your life loving: giving your love to me, never giving up on me and never turning away from me. And loving me, is the best thing I have ever received in my life!
These are the words I want to tell you in a soft rustling sound like the whisper of leaves in the wind during autumnal equinox.
Thank you for loving me. You care enough to really see who I am. That when I start talking, you always look into my eyes and have your mind following my words. Without you, my life would be less than full, less than complete, less than all there is!
You're the reason I get up every morning and that brief moment during the day is when I used to recognize and care the exquisite beauty in something- everything, the color of the sky in the morning when the birds begin their morning call while the gorgeous red hues of sunrise crossing over the horizon; the crisp cold scent of the earth; the color of a wildflower growing in a hedgerow or when the sky is blue, filled with puff-ball white clouds. And you taught me to be grateful then enjoy that happiness each moment. Yes, what we have shared each time are volcanoes of burning passion and islands of calmness.
Thank you for not leaving me- for staying even when the days you've seen the worst part of me. I knew that at times, I was not that so lovable and instead of running away from me, you're patiently looking into my eyes with so much love. Thank you for loving me even on bad days. I've always loved that forehead kiss you're giving me each time I looked like a grumpy cat. An immeasurable thank you...for your lovely presence even when it's not convenient. Thank you for loving the hell out of me.
You disappoint me at times for being so forgetful when it comes to important dates on the calendar and with that lovely kiss on my hand, is how you always apologized. You let me realized that being forgetful once in a while wasn't all that bad. And there is always a way to make up- a cup of coffee, an ice cream sandwich cone or just a quick kiss on my neck...
Thank you for coming into my life. You are the reason I look forward to each new day that comes. Thank you for not letting me think love is difficult.
You never let me fall into the abyss of loneliness even once. You see...you seemed like a magician in front of me when I'm sad, waving a magic wand then everything is fine.
Thank you... that even when you're away, I never feel your absence. You always make a way not to be missed when I rest my head on my pillow to sleep at night and when I wake up the next day or even in between you're holding me in my dream. You always seemed present in the fine warmth of a soft blanket on a chilly midnight.
You never let me wonder if you exist in a different sphere to mine. I will never stop loving you just as how the raging sea never stop hitting the sands. And, I want you to know that you are one of the greatest blessings I have ever received from heaven here on earth. You came into my life when I least expected it. I love you and how lucky I am that I did. I'll keep on loving you till the end of our days.
Thank you for loving me as a woman and as a human being! Thank you for always being fair. And I want you to know that I love you as deeply as I am, capable of loving as a woman and as a human being.
I love you because I love you! Because it is impossible for the raging sea to stop hitting the sands. Because it is impossible for the earth not to have the beautiful skies above. Because it is impossible for the hummingbird not to seek the sweetest nectar. I love you because it is impossible for me not to feel this unconditional love for you. I thank you for embracing that sincerity of love.
I love you and it is a cry from the bottom of my heart and in the deepest part of my soul- a cry of happiness! It isn't just a joy that raged, it's more than that. I hope we could find strength with each another. One day, we'll look back on this and say, "Thanks God for the opportunity for both of us to make a wild beautiful love to each other. And whatever happened next, I knew that for this one moment in time, you are mine right now!
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